I am finally done. I have finally finished school.
I graduate this week, the 2nd of August from my schooling. I'm so excited and I've already had an offer for a part-time position at a doctors office. I'm so thrilled and I know Pet will be too. I havent talked to him yet this week but I am waiting :)
Anyway. This weekend is going to be interesting for sure. I am getting a piercing and I'm hoping to have 3 of my friends from school there. For this sort of piercing, a girl needs a support group. But its going to be fun I know. I am going to enjoy it. I have yet to regret any of my piercings yet. Except for one... a secondary piercing on my left ear. which was pierced too high and looks blatantly lopsided. :P I never wear a ring in that one anyway so it doesnt matter :)
Anyway. I talked to Master today. Thankfully he is doing well. Although my computer is still broke so sadly I cant work on any of my stories which is what I was wanting to do this week that I have off :)
Anyway
Til next
MV
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Was it meant to really..
You ever come at that point in your life, with the people you are associated with and suddenly everything falls to utter shit? Do you ever look at the aftermath and just think: "What happened? What did I miss?" or "Where did I go wrong?"
Seems to me it tends to happen a little more often than it should. He left me today, I know why, yet I don't understand and I do. It pains me, it really does, that it ended up being something, I dare say, so easily tossed aside?
I have 1 day a week, if that, to myself. It is a rare time I have time to myself to where I can have some private time. I can call Pet easily, the house knows him and they know if I am calling him it is for "gaming" purposes or questions about computers. It's not so easily explained away why I would be calling him.
I guess I never quite made myself clear about the eggshells I have to walk on in my house.
Til next
M.V.
Seems to me it tends to happen a little more often than it should. He left me today, I know why, yet I don't understand and I do. It pains me, it really does, that it ended up being something, I dare say, so easily tossed aside?
I have 1 day a week, if that, to myself. It is a rare time I have time to myself to where I can have some private time. I can call Pet easily, the house knows him and they know if I am calling him it is for "gaming" purposes or questions about computers. It's not so easily explained away why I would be calling him.
I guess I never quite made myself clear about the eggshells I have to walk on in my house.
Til next
M.V.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
A lovely state of WTF
Well another well has gone by.
Yet again.
School, work, nothings changed.
My poor pet misses me. I feel badly that I cant be there for him, but this is a definite training in patience for him.
Master comes out soon. Well, not soon, but in a few weeks. I am looking forward to dinner together. It's going to be fun! :) I'm positive he's looking forward to it as well.
I want to write. I have no idea what I want to write about though. I know I want to write an addition to McLain Theory but the going of it is a smidgeon tough. I cant figure out how to make the separate scenes I have in my mind work together. I will make it work though. I've got to. I wont be satisfied until I do.
In any case.
This next week should serve interesting. Ive got to find a way to try and get fridays off of work.
Til next
M.V.
Yet again.
School, work, nothings changed.
My poor pet misses me. I feel badly that I cant be there for him, but this is a definite training in patience for him.
Master comes out soon. Well, not soon, but in a few weeks. I am looking forward to dinner together. It's going to be fun! :) I'm positive he's looking forward to it as well.
I want to write. I have no idea what I want to write about though. I know I want to write an addition to McLain Theory but the going of it is a smidgeon tough. I cant figure out how to make the separate scenes I have in my mind work together. I will make it work though. I've got to. I wont be satisfied until I do.
In any case.
This next week should serve interesting. Ive got to find a way to try and get fridays off of work.
Til next
M.V.
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Been a while
Been a few days hasnt it? How sad.
Oh well.
Work goes alright for me. Got into trouble over my anger issues on the phone. I'm sorry that I can't help that I am surrounded by idiots. So I'm looking for a new job soon. I cant stay in that call center. Yeah its GREAT pay ect ect but I cant honestly take that kind of stress anymore.
Pet has been so sweet. When I told him that I got in trouble he was supportive of me. I like talking with him about things, he genuinely listens. It's nice. And he doesn't try to say "well, they have a point..." bah.. I vent because I want someone on my side! It's nice to have that.
I haven't told Master yet. He'll probably react the same as Pet. Supportive and sweet. Oh, he's coming out to see me in Sept! I'm so excited! I hope to be in good shape for him. Which for me means loosing a great deal of this extra weight.. ech...
Anyway. I have a good portion of a story yet to edit so I am off for now.
Til next
M.V.
Oh well.
Work goes alright for me. Got into trouble over my anger issues on the phone. I'm sorry that I can't help that I am surrounded by idiots. So I'm looking for a new job soon. I cant stay in that call center. Yeah its GREAT pay ect ect but I cant honestly take that kind of stress anymore.
Pet has been so sweet. When I told him that I got in trouble he was supportive of me. I like talking with him about things, he genuinely listens. It's nice. And he doesn't try to say "well, they have a point..." bah.. I vent because I want someone on my side! It's nice to have that.
I haven't told Master yet. He'll probably react the same as Pet. Supportive and sweet. Oh, he's coming out to see me in Sept! I'm so excited! I hope to be in good shape for him. Which for me means loosing a great deal of this extra weight.. ech...
Anyway. I have a good portion of a story yet to edit so I am off for now.
Til next
M.V.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Ok.. today sucked.
Today was like a Monday. This morning wasn't so bad but after my first break it was non-stop calls. I was going insane. I could live forever and be happy never stepping into another call center.
In any case. Pet kept me company by emailing me today. It seems his day was bad as well. Its the old people, they are the bane of our existence.
I'll call him on my way to school. It'll cheer him up. I know it will.
til next
M.V.
In any case. Pet kept me company by emailing me today. It seems his day was bad as well. Its the old people, they are the bane of our existence.
I'll call him on my way to school. It'll cheer him up. I know it will.
til next
M.V.
Monday, May 28, 2007
This was the best monday ever..
It was nice... the call center had very few calls coming in. So I was at work for an hour before I got my first call. It was great. I was able to actually relax. Man, if I had more days like this I don't think I would have such anger issues.
We were able to leave early.. 2 hrs, but still, its two hours I am able to spend at home, relaxing. It was so hot outside :( It felt icky, I didnt want to do anything :P It was that kind of heat that just stops you.
Home was great :) got mail. Yay for mail!
I was finally able to talk to Pet online. He is so sweet. He found a song for me to use for when I start dancing again. I love this song. It's beautiful and makes me feel so good.
But I couldn't ask for more than him. He says things like "please believe me when I say this, your beauty knows no bounds you can make any morning feel like a dream and just thinking of you would ease anyone's mind and spirit" and I feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I just wanna tie him up and play with him like a cat would a mouse.
I miss Master though. I don't know where he is. I think he is doing another run this week. It sucks when I don't hear from him for long periods of time. I do worry. He says that when he gets home from this run, at least I think its this run, he will be able to email me more freely. As in every day. I hope he does. Somewhere I think he enjoys my worrying. Though, if I had me for a pet too, I would too. hehe.
Til next
M.V.
We were able to leave early.. 2 hrs, but still, its two hours I am able to spend at home, relaxing. It was so hot outside :( It felt icky, I didnt want to do anything :P It was that kind of heat that just stops you.
Home was great :) got mail. Yay for mail!
I was finally able to talk to Pet online. He is so sweet. He found a song for me to use for when I start dancing again. I love this song. It's beautiful and makes me feel so good.
But I couldn't ask for more than him. He says things like "please believe me when I say this, your beauty knows no bounds you can make any morning feel like a dream and just thinking of you would ease anyone's mind and spirit" and I feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I just wanna tie him up and play with him like a cat would a mouse.
I miss Master though. I don't know where he is. I think he is doing another run this week. It sucks when I don't hear from him for long periods of time. I do worry. He says that when he gets home from this run, at least I think its this run, he will be able to email me more freely. As in every day. I hope he does. Somewhere I think he enjoys my worrying. Though, if I had me for a pet too, I would too. hehe.
Til next
M.V.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
slow sunday, thankfully
Sunday internship. Nothing better.
Other than talking to my pet of course. He makes the drive to school so much shorter, unfortunately.
He is so smart :) It's attractive. Really. It's not hard to ask him something and he isn't shy to say he doesn't know. Who could ask for more in a man? ;) Not much. Hehe.
Hmmm. Will add more later maybe.
M.V.
Other than talking to my pet of course. He makes the drive to school so much shorter, unfortunately.
He is so smart :) It's attractive. Really. It's not hard to ask him something and he isn't shy to say he doesn't know. Who could ask for more in a man? ;) Not much. Hehe.
Hmmm. Will add more later maybe.
M.V.
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